it is thursday... and very quiet in my home.

i am not use to this much peace here.

it's hard for me to drink my coffee with this lonely quietness around me.

so i will take my dog for a walk. he is laying on my toes right now...the big ox.

is it too much to ask?

i feel like i am getting older, but not any wiser.

i deal with so much more BS than i have to. and it is all for the sake of other's feelings. i am not a mean girl by any means, so i let hese things bother me and never say anything about it.

the bad thing is, i think the people are my friends, when in reality they only call when they need something. like a ride....or to use me for some other reasons.
now i don't mind helping anyone at any time with anything they need....
but a thank you or some form of gratitude would be nice. i don't ask to be repaid with money or favors...

all i want is some thanks once or twice.

ok, i am done venting about it... i need to go walk my doggy and a stop off to my coffee place :)

take care.