I LOVE KARMA!!!!!!!! no really... i do :-)

here is what has been happening over my way.......


tuesday november 20th 2007




my car was involved in a wreck.
a 16 year old boy slammed on the brakes while my car was waiting at a stop sign and he slammed a 1985 plymouth grand fury into my driver side wheel/fender area. no one was injured in either vehicle. thank god.
but my car was disabled.

the wheel is now pointed to the engine, and the fender looked like crumbled foil when it gets unraveled. so it was taken away on a flatbed tow truck...and i was told to wait to hear news about the future driving of my first car. so i did.

thursday november22nd2007

thanksgiving day...dinner at in laws....
came home, had food poisoning i think. sick all night long.
shitty!!!


friday, november 23rd 2007

the phone rings, it is state farm calling to ask about a claim filed against me.
the same kid that hit my car, figured he'd say we hit him. so after about 45 minutes, i was told they had to get the police report before i get news about my car. thank you have a nice day pretty much. so i waited......


november .24-25th 2007~no progress at all....still i wait.....


monday, november 26th 2007

i call state farm.....to my suprise, no police report yet. so i take it upon myself to call the police dept. and have it faxed. within about 30 minutes my agent calls. she told me the news......

the 16 year old is at fault as per the report. and i had no worries about my car. if it gets totalled, i get a check. and she says i can get a rental from the kids company if i need to as well. (i dont need one) so now i wait for them to tell me if i will be able to drive my car again. or if i get a check for it.

i know it is going to be a few grand to repair the damages...
so most likely it will be a check. but justice was served either way. and i am glad that it worked out for the best. i was lucky to not have anyone hurt in the crash...and thanks to my good karma...it all came full circle.

just goes to show....you cannot be dishonest about anything.
karma is a bitch...and now that boy knows that. hehehee

so hope all of you had a happy thanksgiving. i am thankful for everything i have today.


peace.
and big huggys!
~jean

i guess that's why they call it the blues...

It started off an okay morning.

the snow was falling and camden was making me laugh while making tea and waiting for the big old yeller. well around tennish, things came undone, in a way.
i went from happiness to kinda down in a blink of an eye.

my water pump in my car is dying. and bills are due, so i cannot fix it right now.
and if it decides to die te whole way, i'm told i cannot drive it at all because all it will do is overheat badly and kill my car. so that is #1 sucky deal.

the #2 sucky deal for the day...
i have been tying to get a job in the last 2 weeks. i am currently waiting for the coffee place downtown to call me...but it is just making me sad waiting. keith is paying (or trying to pay) everything by himself. rent is due....car insurance is due and the other bills will be due soon....
so what the hell?!!

and he calls me and says..."my check wasn't enough to pay all the bills..."

so the snowy weather that made me happy this morning....

and now a few hours later, it's life that brings me down.

and now i'm off to make a cup of tea and meditate on it all for a long while.
maybe by doing so it will bring in some kind of light on the situation at hand.

i'm out~

tis the season

to be freezing!

it is very cold and chilly in upstate NY.
i think it was 27 when i woke up this morning. defeniteley cold.

and it snowed for like 5 minutes while i was driving yesterday.
it was crazy. last year it didnt snow here until late january.
and now it just may be a white town by turkey time.

and now im off for some more hot coffee and to turn the heat up a little bit.

p.s i miss you.

hugs from cold NY
i'm out!

halloween news...

in the world of camden.........

he was in a halloween parade on the 30th. there was a costume contest afterwards.

he won a 3rd place ribbon for his costume. he was a zombie. and very tired after all of it. but here is photos of him.

i've learned alot in 3 weeks....

so if you know me personally, you know that the baby is 3 weeks old now.



and you also know that i am out of practice with all the baby stuff. it has been nearly 6 years since camden was teeny tiny. so i kinda got rusty.



so in 3 weeks time, i have re-learned to be sleep deprived and have the night time to get my things done. such as cleaning...or showering. if i tried t do this in daylight hours, it wouldnt work. she stays awake most of the daytime. and when she finally does fall out, it's time to go pick up camden at school.



just impossible i tell you!



but all in all the new baby girl has been pleasant. she really doesnt cry too much. unless she's cold, or gets starving hungry. then she wails, but the rest of the time, you can find her relaxing and happy. she is a very mellow child.



there is a huge contrast when comparing ashlyn and camden. he is high strung. and wired and ready to be on the move. where ashlyn on the other hand loves to snuggle up and chill out most of the day. camden was a big crying baby for everything. she is not at all.



it's rather odd to notice the difference. but i guess it's normal.



so anyhow.. she is now 3 weeks old. and getting bigger and cuter.

see the attatched pic below.....

this is the face she makes when there is a guitar being played in her ears. she loves any and all music. she is going to be like me i do believe. i can hope so anyhow